Thank You - Alanis Morisette

how bout getting off these antibiotics 
how bout stopping eating when I’m full up 
how bout them transparent dangling carrots 
how bout that ever elusive kudo 

thank you india 
thank you terror 
thank you disillusionment 
thank you frailty 
thank you consequence 
thank you thank you silence 

how bout me not blaming you for everything 
how bout me enjoying the moment for once 
how bout how good it feels to finally forgive you 
how bout grieving it all one at a time 

thank you india 
thank you terror 
thank you disillusionment 
thank you frailty 
thank you consequence 
thank you thank you silence 

the moment I let go of it was the moment 
I got more than I could handle 
the moment I jumped off of it 
was the moment I touched down 

how bout no longer being masochistic 
how bout remembering your divinity 
how bout unabashedly bawling your eyes out 
how bout not equating death with stopping 

thank you india 
thank you providence 
thank you disillusionment 
thank you nothingness 
thank you clarity 
thank you thank you silence